The Year That Was...
So how was 2003?
Not bad I must say.
I expanded my circle of friends - di ko akalain makakahanap pala ako ng mga kaibigan sa DSP ^_^ Salamat kay Diane, Archie, Reghz, Drei and siguro kay Jett na rin kasi marami kaming napagdaanan na kuwentuhan, asaran, kulitan, kainan at yosi-han.
I managed to stay "connected" to my kumares Kathy and Tracy. Our Starbucks and yosi sessions may have dwindled, but they became more meaningful... ewan ko ha, pero ganon talaga eh. Naging mas meaningful kasi minsan na nga lang kami nagkikita so kelangan ma-sulit ang session. Mahal na mahal ko talaga 'tong mga taong 'to.
Academically (ehehe) not bad pa rin! Winning the URC was a blast, and going to Cebu for the ECEConference was the best way to end my last semester in EEE. Naipasa na rin ang pakingshet na CoE115 at last yahoo!
Personally, I think I put myself more "out there". I became less afraid of talking to people. Naisip ko siguro na kelangan, no fear ka talaga, kundi I won't get anywhere with my relationships, or with my life for that matter.
Pero...
2003 was the year that I became the bad mother. And the ever-cynical girlfriend.
Siguro, sa sobrang gusto ko na hindi mawala yung "ako", at di lang mabaon sa pagiging nanay o girlfriend, napabayaan ko silang dalawang tao na pinaka-importante dapat sa buhay ko.
I felt I lost control of Darice this year. Wala rin akong magawa. Hindi ko 'to bahay, hindi ko rin pera ang ginagastos ko para sa kanya. Nanay lang niya ako eh *sigh*
Si Dar... *sigh* ano pa ba ang masasabi ko na hindi ko pa naisulat dito? Last year, I saw how BAD our relationship can get, and it really scared the shit out of me. And so, again, I'm taking one step backward...
So that was my year. One step forward for me and my friends, pero one step backward for Dar. Kami ni Darice, okay lang kami niyan palagi (diba, anak? *hug*).
Here's hoping 2004 won't give me headaches (or heartbreaks!) ^_^
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